samwinchesterappreciation:

jonarryn:

_{It has never been like that, ever.}

_{#The smile to me says it all #that pure sort of elation he feels when he sees his brother #that’s why he goes back #i mean of course it’s also a sense of duty to him…as an older brother #but that doesn’t negate the fact that he actually just wants to be with sam #dean has never been happy in this life #and neither has sam #but they’ve always been happy with each other..even when they are angry or hurt #that’s something that doesn’t bend or break under the pressure of all these external forces #that’s something that’s worth holding onto (via)}

_{#yes exactly #the new trend in this fandom is to say that their relationship is bad for dean #(only dean ofc who cares if or how it affects sam amirite) #bc it ‘forces’ him to sacrifice his opportunities of having a ‘normal’ life to be with sam instead #as if he chose sam every time bc he /had/ to and not bc he /wants/ to #as if he forced himself to be with sam out of duty and not bc it genuinely makes him happy to be next sam #(im at my best right here driving down crazy street next to you) #as if he could turn his back on his brother and automatically start a new life #(there ain’t no me if there ain’t no you) #as if it hadnt been already proved that dean has ZERO interest in an apple pie life if he cant have sam in it #(i thought it was supposed to be this perfect fantasy. it wasn’t […] we never went hunting and you and me just never… you know) #to wish for dean to live w/o sam is to wish him the worst existence he could ever imagine #to expect him to willingly walk away from sam is to ignore years of character development (via)}